Here I am again, contemplating.
What do you tell yourself when your “special person” is the type who doesn’t check up on how your day went…how you’re doing…
After a long busy day, minutes before bed time is my favorite. It’s supposed to be the time where the two of you can talk about things. But, what I’m constantly trying to understand is why I don’t receive that care. Guys are supposed to be there to listen to their girl’s worries, right? But for me, I only feel stupid whenever I bring them up to my guy. I always listen about his thoughts and stories without judgment and that ‘not interested’ aura. But when it’s my turn to speak, it’s either he’ll silence out for a while looking as if he was listening, but then brush up on another story about him; or, tell something negative about what I’m telling him…kinda like a reply that goes with the expression “So?”….And I feel all ‘unimportant’ after that. Sigh, and just tell myself, it’s just the way he is.
Seriously, does he really care for me?
That’s a question I always ask myself. I do things for him and they seem like air…unnoticed, unappreciated. Are guys just really like that?
Am I the one that has a problem? All I ask is a simple “how are you?”..And that “I’m interested hearing your story” vibe. Am I asking too much?
